Encounter With An Angel

It was like any other night..But it was different..and after that night i wont remember it all..but only those eyes and the reminiscence of those memories,she dint speak but those eyes had done all the talking..and that was it!!
Like any other night i went out to smoke.I was walking down the empty dark streets..i lit up my cigarette...my mind crowded with all the troubles..and it all comes down to the night which is the worst part of my day..It has been since 4 days i have stopped being on drugs..and i am learning what it is like to think without being under the influence of it.And suddenly it felt that all my past memories were back haunting me and all these days i was just running away from them..i dint want to be alone at home so i went out to the streets.I needed some space,some free air to go in my lungs..so that i can forget about all dose memories and start afresh.Somehow it felt impossible and i was lost.I felt like going back to drugs again but i knew that was not a permanent solution.
As i was heading back home almost reluctantly i heard a voice from behind.I was quite surprised because it was late.I turned back and saw there was this girl waving at me trying to say something to me.Was i dreaming?i went near to her..it was not a dream ...She was for real and she wanted me to help her out with her luggage and to drop her to her place .
She looked up at me..It was as if her eyes were smiling at me and she had this beautiful long hair.I offered to help her and carried her luggage to her place.It was a long walk but we dint talk with each other.And as i was about to leave she called me.I stopped turned back and looked at her.She smiled at me and said she dint know how to thank me.I dint know what to say.I just looked at her.She said,"i wouldn't mind if we sit and talk for a while..anyways i am not in a mood to go back home so early." There i was confused like always knowing not what to say..So i followed her to the park.And there we sat down and did i know then that it would change my thinking for ever.
I sat next to her and then she turned towards me..Her beautiful eyes looking at me..looking all over me.She had very deep eyes and i could feel the cool breeze blowing on us.There was this strange silence for a while and then she broke the silence.She told me,"You are a nice guy but you seem to be troubled.What is it..do you mind sharing with me?"
And there i was with her narrating my story to her..and i could see her eyes full of life very patiently listening to all i had to say.....and i went on.. as the night passed by..i could see the twilight and the horizon red...when we got up it was almost day.The street lights had gone off.I dont remember what exactly she said.I could only hear her like someone whispering in my ears something soothing after a long time.I looked at her while parting and looked into her beautiful eyes again.They were talking to me.They said that you can be good once again and get back your normal life.Its never too late!
I wake up late to the chirping of the birds.Open my eyes to see that its day..Its a new day and people have resumed there work already.I felt different from the other mornings.Did it feel like a change has come over me?
My phone starts ringing..Its my friend..
friend:yo!!its me wats up?
me :nothing much i think i had a dream;o)
friend :lol you are loosing it Sayan..u need to come and smoke up with us this evening...its the weekends man!!no more weekdays..so you can gather you shit and come here!!
me :Bro i am not into drugs anymore..I have left it
friend :you must be kidding..whats wrong with you?
me :no I am serious..i have moved on
friend :I seriously dunno what has possessed you but we will miss your fat joints for sure!!
me :I know bro..i wont be there for your fat joints any more!but you can call me if you need my help anytime...;o)
I did that.I said NO to drugs..wow how did i do that?i closed my eyes and knew how i did it..i saw that smile from the previous night..her wisdom teeth..the long brown hair,her eyes,the street lights lighting her face up..and i opened my eyes and saw the bright sunlight..a new day,a new start ,a new beginning....